Rest in peace my dearest kitten... my little baby.. my companion. She was nearly half my age, and had been with me longer than anyone... excluding my mom. I just don't know what to do... I guess nothing. I just feel so sad. She and I had this special connection... she always cuddled next to me and talked to me... and just loved me unconditionally and now she's gone and there's nothing I can do. I feel so alone.. I know I will never have her cuddling next to me under the blankets in the middle of the night or clawing at my face in the early morning to wake me up. I just don't know..

So this is in memory of her. I will miss you forever, dearest precious one. I'll keep you in my prayers, even though you're not here with me. I just hope that wherever you are now is wonderful, and that's why you had to leave.

Hope you guys all had a great Halloween!

I ended up sitting in with my roomy eating pizza and handing out candy to the chill'uns. We also watched Evil Dead It was my first time seeing it and it wasn't what I expected XD I love the cheesy acting and special effects! It was great I still have major love for Army of Darkness though!

My rent got paid for out of my school tuition. For those following my financial woes, I was only given one of two student loans I applied and was accepted for. I don't know why and am going to call those gov't people on Monday (I've been putting off calling because I don't have a phone and keep forgetting to call from a payphone).

To further stir the pot of Sasha's furies, the washing machine DOES NOT WORK. We were already told not to put in a big load of clothes because it can't handle it. So I put in about three pairs of underwear, socks, and two t-shirts and a pair of pajama pants... It's good for about five minutes, then the fucking thing starts BEEPING. It's filled with water, soaking the few articles of clothes, and has stopped. So I pick out my SOAKED DRIPPING pajama pants and put them into a plastic bag. Five minutes later is starts beeping at me again. This goes on all day, and I finally give up and leave my shit in there and continue on with the Halloween festivities. This morning my landlord (who also uses the machine) sees my stuff in there and cheerily says: "oh, the machine stopped running. Make sure not to overload it." I just nod. He resets the little timer thing and it starts washing my clothes again... So then OF COURSE it starts to beep again. In frustration, I go over to the machine, whip up the top, and ring out my SOAKED DRIPPING clothes by hand and sop them into the dryer. FUUUCK!!! I'm starting to think I may have to go to one of those laundromat things. Anyway, he comes back and says: 'oh, I heard it beeping again." I say, "Yeah, I just rung everything out and put it in the dryer. AND IT WAS ONLY A TINY LOAD OF CLOTHES." Yeah. *pouts*

Anyway, back to art n stuff. My Halloween piece is currently being graded, and I will upload it as soon as I get it back. I also have some other things to share with y'all. Hopefully I get them all up today.

AWAAH!!

More money troubles! Of course!
So, my second student loan is taking just FOREVER to come in. It's supposed to pay my rent for the first semester of school... my landlord is going nuts and there's a lot of tension in the air. I owe him $1200, and I'm just so stressed waiting for that stupid student loan to come in. I'm going to call them again tomorrow just to see what's the hold up.

Anyway... that's just a me-rant. Night night!

Please... HELP me!

I just got a warning in my email from my web host provider that my domain name will be up for sale if it's not paid for by the 15th of this month (that's about a day and a half if I'm lucky)! Problem! I do not have a credit card and I don't have anyone close to me who does either!! If any of you are able to help me, I'd really appreciate it. I would of course pay you right back in cash or cheque, through the post. I will also include a free sketch if you'd like! I'm pretty sure it's under fifteen dollars (probably more like six or seven, but just to be safe, I'm saying fifteen).

Please help me out if you can. I don't want to lose my domain name, and this email shocked the hell out of me! Please!


*ends begging*

Email me if you can help... ziggyorange@hotmail.com

Thanks for listening to me rant and rave and beg. Goodnight!

Tonight I feast on turkey, pumpkin pie, stuffing, random weird veggies that only come out this time of year, and did I mention turkey?! Hoooly shit.

^{Happy Columbus day to all americans out thurr too.}

Schools been SO busy. I'm gonna try and post some of my school work soon. It's funny how I've managed to make most of my projects fantasy oriented it's gotta be... DESTINY!

ALSO I got this sweet internship with Camilla d'Errico, a girl who graduated from my program a few years back. I think she was the most successful graduate of the program, so I hope to learn a lot! XD Check out her work here: [link]

Once again, sorry for my lack of comments and art and stuff. I'm just super busy and constantly working on school related crap. I still look at pretty much everything in my inbox though! I try and comment when I have something interesting to say... that makes my comments more valuable.

Anyway, have a good week!